Wednesday, 6 November 2013

Gone.

Magically, beautifully, awkwardly
We met like that
Never thought you'd be gone that fast
Just in the blink of an eye

Little did I know
You would mean so much to me
Nor did I expect
That I would fall for you

Those times we stay up late
Merely for talking to each other
Those stupid jokes and silly stories
I was unknowingly attached and attracted

The way you make me smile
The way you make me blush
The way your voice remains in my head
The way your words captivate my heart

These things don't seem important
But these are the things
That make me love you
A little more than I should

Right now we're far apart
Hoping we'll remain close at heart
I'll always miss you
More than you miss me

If only I had hugged you
The last time before you left
I wouldn't be regretting now
But nothing can be changed

If only I hadn't been too shy
And grabbed the opportunity when I had it
Just like what you said
"It's worth a memory."

But then again
I keep wondering
Would I'd been able to let you go
If I really hugged you?

Would I'd been able to let you go
Without dropping a single tear?
I'm sorry dear
I'm not strong enough

There are times we have to let go
Of the people that we love
If fate allows
I'd be your best friend, your soulmate, your listener, your supporter forever

We're not lovers
But more than friends
This feeling is wonderful
But at times it hurts like hell

If I could go back in time
I'd make things right
Do all the things I should've done
And tell you everything I should've told you

Now you're gone
Insecurity is filling me
The fear of being replaced...
It could happen anytime

Cause somehow I guess
That my feelings for you
Are a little more deeper
Than your feelings for me

I wish I could keep my emotions controlled
That I won't fall deeper each day
Into this endless valley of love
Unless you would catch me, before I get hurt

Right now I wish you
Nothing but the best
Hoping you'll always remember me 
Just like how I'll remember you 

Thanks for being a part of my life 
Being there when I needed you 
I believe it would be hard 
To ever find someone just like you