Yesterday sucked. It all started when this naughty boy in my class pushed my friend and injured her knee. She fell down and scratched her knee 2 days back, so when this boy pushed her it became more serious. -_- She's really pitiful... Bullied by the boys everyday. She's disliked by almost everyone in the class... Reason? Just because she's not that pretty. :3 People nowadays judge people by appearance. Just like how people like *him* just cuz he's handsome. Useless. ==" Back to the story. My friend got injured so another friend and I brought her to the health office. (We skipped 20 minutes of Maths. :P) The... Um... Nurse (?) in the health office asked us to go back there during the recess. So we did, but the party of friends we usually spend our recess time with couldn't find us... I ended up running around, trying to look for them. In the end, my injured friend and I did manage to find them in the canteen. Worst part is I got scolded after helping my injured friend! "Where did you go?" "What took you guys so long?" And that *I'm in a bad mood* face... Blah blah blah... -.- THAT really pissed me off! I thought: "So this is what I get after helping a friend?!" I REALLY HATE PEOPLE WHO SCOLD ME WITHOUT EVEN KNOWING WHAT HAPPENED! Those people'd better go EAT SHIT. Brainless! :@ Guess what I did? :) I kept really quiet. When we finished eating, I got up, pushed the bench I was sitting on till it tumbled to the ground and walked off without a care in the world. Cool right? Haha. (; I know many pairs of eyes were on me at that time. Like I care! :) This is what you get when you piss me off. I don't get angry easily actually, I'm the forgiving type. Just DO NOT piss me off. Or else... You're gonna see the evil side of me which is... Kinda scary. ;3 I'm glad *he* wasn't there anymore ya that time, cuz in his mind, I'm the quiet type. He'd get a shock if he'd seen me that angry. ><"
My mum and I went to get our report card today. My result's quite satisfying, I got the 8th place in the whole form 2 and the 2nd place in class. ^^ Remember I said I'm really lazy? And all I do in class is scribbling his name all over my book or chatting/playing with my friends. I revise a day before the exam too, so I'm happy with my results. ;)
Before I go, I wanna wish Yonghwa a happy belated birthday! ^^ I've already wished him on twitter yesterday though . Here are 2 pictures of him and a funny pic of CNtubbies!! ❤❤❤
I'm here again cuz I forgot to share what happened yesterday. :3 Well, yesterday, my friends and I sat from where I could easily see him (as usual) in the canteen, during the recess. :P When I turned around to look at him, (he was gonna buy food at that time), he looked in my direction also. >o< I didn't have any appetite yesterday afternoon so I didn't finish my plate of fried rice (which I usually finish really easily and still feel hungry) so I spent most of my time staring at him. XD When he and his friends were going to leave, we stood up and got ready to go also. ;P OMG it was really very obvious!! @@ And one of my friends kept saying "I think he knows that you like him." Okay, back to the story. So we walked back to class, and he was walking right in front of me, like less than a meter away. My friends kept pushing me to the front! @o@ And I was like "Do you guys wanna die early?!" but I was laughing. XD My friends noticed that I was blushing... Haha. ;P Remember I said his class is next to mine? When I was walking back to my class I passed by him again. So I was really happy. :D okay that's all. Byeeee! ((;
So I had this really weird dream last Sunday morning. >< I dreamt that he and I were talking like best friends... Then I asked him: "So what did you think of me when we first met?" Him: "Um... Cute." Me: "Oh, really? We should talk more next time!" Him: *grabbed my arms* Yeah, we should talk more." Then I blushed... And woke up. ;3 I was so happy that I couldn't sleep back, haha. XD It was a really nice dream... Sadly, I think none of my dreams about him will ever come true. :(
Okay, enough about that. Today's Friday, the fifth day since school reopened. I've got all of my results back already... And my grades are quite okay, so I'm happy. ^^ The only result I'm not satisfied with is Chinese History... Yeah, I didn't really revise that this time, but I could've gotten an A if I wasn't so careless... I lost 10 marks just cuz I didn't read one of the questions properly. It was a subjective question, and I'd memorized it some more! ==" I'm angry with myself. :@ But I've learned not to worry so much about grades so I'm not really sad. ;P
Okay, that's all. Bye. (;
I'm here today to share a totally awesome, fantastic song sung by Juniel, a singer-songwriter who's just debuted not long ago and YongHwa oppa. :D
Woots! Biceps! *.* OMO~ I really love YongHwa oppa's voice!!!! <3 I love it even more when he sings and plays the guitar at the same time cuz it totally reminds me of HIM. ;) Juniel's voice is really sweet btw... I love her voice too! And she's pretty! :) I don't really know why but I seem to fall in love with singer-songwriters easily, especially those who play the guitar. :3 Well, it's late, so I've gotta go. Byeee!! ;)
WHY was I waiting to be picked up AT THAT SPOT, ON THAT DAY? WHY was my bro talking to him WHEN I WAS THERE? WHY did I see him there? WHY did he say hi? WHYYYYYYY?????!!!!!! The main point is WHY DID I FALL IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO? Someone so popular, someone so handsome, someone who has so FREAKING MANY admirers? :(((( And I already know it's impossible for him to like me... But I just couldn't give up and accept other people. I've tried. Really many times. Each time my brain tells me to say "yes", my heart keeps reminding me who I really love. Unless you've been deeply in love before, you wouldn't know how I feel, so don't judge me or ask me why am I like this. :')
I have this feeling that I will never be good enough for him. Reason? He's so popular, but I'm not at all. He's really handsome, but I'm not pretty at all. He's liked by so many girls, but I don't have that many admirers. I'm not like the other girls, all tall, pretty and slim. So what if I have admirers? I still want him only. But he's so hard to get. x( And I don't know what kind of girl he likes. What's his ideal type? I'm really tired sometimes... My friends keep asking me not to waste time on him... But I just couldn't help it. D':
I wish I could do this. :') This song suits me. :3 It's from my favourite K-drama "Heartstrings" btw, and I like ShinHye's voice, so soft and sweet. (;
