Hmm... WHY?! D:

WHY was I waiting to be picked up AT THAT SPOT, ON THAT DAY? WHY was my bro talking to him WHEN I WAS THERE? WHY did I see him there? WHY did he say hi? WHYYYYYYY?????!!!!!! The main point is WHY DID I FALL IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO? Someone so popular, someone so handsome, someone who has so FREAKING MANY admirers? :(((( And I already know it's impossible for him to like me... But I just couldn't give up and accept other people. I've tried. Really many times. Each time my brain tells me to say "yes", my heart keeps reminding me who I really love. Unless you've been deeply in love before, you wouldn't know how I feel, so don't judge me or ask me why am I like this. :')

   I have this feeling that I will never be good enough for him. Reason? He's so popular, but I'm not at all. He's really handsome, but I'm not pretty at all. He's liked by so many girls, but I don't have that many admirers. I'm not like the other girls, all tall, pretty and slim. So what if I have admirers? I still want him only. But he's so hard to get. x( And I don't know what kind of girl he likes. What's his ideal type? I'm really tired sometimes... My friends keep asking me not to waste time on him... But I just couldn't help it. D': 

   I wish I could do this. :') This song suits me. :3 It's from my favourite K-drama "Heartstrings" btw, and I like ShinHye's voice, so soft and sweet. (;