"C'mon girl! It's high time that you give up! He likes someone else already! And it's not like you're totally unwanted. There are boys out there who are dying to have your number okay? Don't be so pathetic. He's not the only boy left in this world. So what if he's perfect? There are boys who are more awesome and fabulous than him! Don't waste your time on someone who doesn't appreciate you. HE'S NOT WORTH IT. Quick, accept the next boy who confesses to you, idiot."
That's what the voice in the back of my head keeps saying. So should I really give up? It's a waste of time anyway, right? He wouldn't even care if I like him, he has so many admirers. He's popular. The main point is he likes someone else. Boy, that's some heartbreaking news. But I'm strong right? NOTHING CAN PULL ME DOWN. NOT boys. That's sooooo NOT me.
But... People say you can only get something if you don't give up. Is that true? If that's true then I'm willing to wait. Still, it's truly a waste of time, I know that. I'm not stupid. Well, the sane part of my brain isn't but my heart is.
So I think this will be the last year. I'll enjoy this year to the fullest, loving him to the max. Next year, imma move on. I'm strong. I'm sure I can do this. Yay! :D
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