HELLO :D

Currently at school :D ahahaahahahaah :P In the computer lab with my retarded friends ngehehehe xD And this girl on my left keeps hugging me just 'cause she's afraid of some silly online gameeeeeeeeeee ngahahahaahhaah :P OMG OMG OMG :O But she's cute so it's okay :D And she keeps saying stupid things xD And this girl on my right is looking at the computer screen while I'm typing :P The girl on the left of the girl on my left is a total loony LOL hahaaha :P And that dude beside her is just minding his own business :P OKAY GTG BYE PEOPLE :D

I'm Such A Loser.

I said I'm gonna forget him. But I can't. Every time I pass by his class, I'll still peek in to see if he's there. And what do I see? I see him... WITH HER, which hurts me even more. And I cry. I just can't help it :'/ I don't care if it's at school, I just can't hold back my tears. Sometimes when I peek in, he catches me though. Then we'll stare at each other until I look away. Like what happened this morning. I realized that he still means a lot to me. I can't put him down. I'm such a loser. But everyone says I need time. One of my friends say that I shouldn't try too hard. "Just continue loving him until your heart decides not to anymore." I think that's what I will do...

Oh and btw, our music exam is just round the corner. I've decided to sing this "Teardrops on My Guitar" by Taylor Swift. It describes exactly how I feel, so I think I'm gonna do well cause I can really feel the pain Taylor felt when I'm singing the song. 

Here's the official music video of the song, ENJOY! ;)

THE REASON :)

Okay, so here are the reason why I'm giving up on him :)

1. He likes another girl.

2. She likes him too.

3. They are so close to each other.

4. They look cute and happy together. 

Yes, I get hurt. I thought that I could bear with all these but no, I'm not strong enough. Whenever I see them together, I just feel like crying. In school. Which is kinda embarrassing, but I can't help it. My friends would all be like "Hey, what's up? What happened?" But sometimes I just can't tell them. 

So, bye boy. I've never met you. I don't know you. It's best if you could just get out of my life, WITH HER. BYE :)

NEVER MIND :)

Yes, I'm giving up!! :D SO LONG, boy :P I've never met you and we don't know each other :) Will fill in the details about the reason I'm letting this go later on ;)