I'm Such A Loser.

I said I'm gonna forget him. But I can't. Every time I pass by his class, I'll still peek in to see if he's there. And what do I see? I see him... WITH HER, which hurts me even more. And I cry. I just can't help it :'/ I don't care if it's at school, I just can't hold back my tears. Sometimes when I peek in, he catches me though. Then we'll stare at each other until I look away. Like what happened this morning. I realized that he still means a lot to me. I can't put him down. I'm such a loser. But everyone says I need time. One of my friends say that I shouldn't try too hard. "Just continue loving him until your heart decides not to anymore." I think that's what I will do...

Oh and btw, our music exam is just round the corner. I've decided to sing this "Teardrops on My Guitar" by Taylor Swift. It describes exactly how I feel, so I think I'm gonna do well cause I can really feel the pain Taylor felt when I'm singing the song. 

Here's the official music video of the song, ENJOY! ;)