To that someone, I am sorry :/

I am really very sorry but I don't wanna hurt you :( We shouldn't be together until I manage to forget the other one completely, or else I would be like cheating on you :/ If you really love me... You would wait, just like how I never gave up on him :') If you wouldn't... I guess you aren't the one I'm looking for then :| I don't know why but I find it hard to trust boys when they say they love me. I don't believe it when they say "forever". Even if I like that boy, I'll still find it hard to trust him. Maybe I'm a little too insecure. I also don't believe it when boys call me cute or pretty or whatever. Oh well, I should just stay single and have fun with my friends. Gotta learn that I don't have to be in a relationship to be happy ;)