BOOOOO. :(

Okay, you don't like her anymore. But you like someone else. :(((( I guess this is my destiny. I'll never have you to myself. So I wish I'll have a better life in the future. :') I'll try to decide, whether to move on or to continue loving you silently. Sometimes I really feel that I should not listen to my heart. I really should listen to the intelligent brain of mine. ;3

   BUT HEYYYY, I'm still the happy me. :D As long as God, friends and family are around, I won't die. :) Although you are also important to me, I'll try my best not to love you so deeply. The deeper I love you, the deeper the wound in my heart is ._______. Sometimes it sucks being a girl. ==" Everything has its pros and cons right? ;) We can't expect to get all that is good all the time.

   So, my conclusion is... I'm sleepy /.\ Haha kidding. :P My conclusion is: GIRLS CAN LIVE WITHOUT BOYS! BREAK MY HEART? NO WORRIES. I CAN ALWAYS MEND IT. I'M STRONG! :D

I misheard it? O.o

Okay, wait. I misheard what my friend said? You actually don't love her anymore? So I've been sad for no reason? @@ Okay, I'm stupid. :( TROLLED haha. ;P So who's your new target now? I wanna know!! /.\ So you're currently single and available? :D LOL I know you wouldn't accept me anyway. :3

   As usual, I was trying to locate you again. Kept looking into your class to see if you were there. And... YES, you were there. You were changing into your P.E. shirt. So I actually saw... The top half of your body. xD Hey, don't misunderstand, I'm NOT perverted. :P But which girl doesn't start to go all crazy when her crush takes of his clothes? I hope you didn't see me though. Don't want you to misunderstand that I'm perverted. ;3 It was just a coincidence, I was looking for you then suddenly... HEEEEHEEE. xP By the way, you're wayyyyy more skinnier than me! @_@"

   The same stuff happens everyday. We pass by each other, I can sense that you're looking at me, but I just don't dare lift my head up and say hi. I'll just pretend that I didn't see you and we are complete strangers. Damn, I'm such a coward. Sad case. D:

   Kay, bye people. ^^

It's hard.

Giving up isn't easy. So I think I won't. I'll just continue to love you silently, till I find someone like you.

   Just found out that you still love her. Well... I can accept that if she loves you back, but the thing is she doesn't! Heard that she's a playgirl, not sure though. So all this while we both are the same? Loving someone who doesn't love us back? I love you but you love her. I guess I'm still better than you... At least you've never broken my heart before. Well, only indirectly. Not directly. Not your fault. But that girl... She has hurt you right? :( I feel hurt to know that someone else has hurt you... I'm sad to know that she doesn't appreciate you. Someone as handsome, cute, cool and smart as you. It doesn't make sense. Like, seriously. I'd be the happiest girl in the world if you could just hold my hand and tell me that you love me. But I know that's impossible.

   Do you actually understand how I feel? Or do you think that I'm just the same like the other girls, who only like you for your looks? Boy... I'm different. I love you... I love your everything. I'm ready to accept your flaws, that's if you even have any. And if I'm the same like the other girls... I'd be angry or sad that we're not together (which is kinda selfish, in my opinion). But now the reason I'm sad is because I really feel it's not worth it... She doesn't even love you! Quit hurting yourself... :'( I'm sad 'cause the girl you love doesn't love you back... I prefer you two being together (even though I'll be hurt) than you being sad... Yeah, that's how much I can sacrifice for you. Sadly, there's nothing I can do to help you get back together with her again... I'm sorry. :/

   By now, whoever is reading this, you'll probably think that I'm stupid. But I really want him to be happy! As long as he's happy, I'm happy too, even though the person he's with... Isn't me. Because I love him, and I can sacrifice, as long as he's happy. :')

Yes, I should give up. :')

This is pointless. This is leading to no where. So should I give up? Yeah, I should open up my heart. :') I seriously feel like crying though. My plan was to keep loving you silently. But you've found out. What should I do? D: Actually I'm happy enough if we could be friends. I would actually be over the moon if you just greet or talk to me. To be honest, do you know how much this hurts? I'm crying again. The last time I cried because of you was last year. It's not your fault, you don't even know. Or do you, but you're just pretending? As I said, I'm not like the other girls. I'm not as pretty as they are, I'm not as cool as they are, I'm not as popular as they are... I like you, and I'll stick to that. But my heart really hurts. I'm pretty sure you're gonna reject me if I confessed to you. Meeting you... Talking to you... Falling in love with you... Those are all pointless. In the end, my heart is still broken. Why did we even have to meet? I know I shouldn't blame you, but... URGH. I really don't know what to say. This is wrong. Everything is wrong. I've never liked someone who liked me back so far. NEVER. My destiny? :/ Why does it have to be me? Why can other people get who they want? The person they like likes them back! Why are they so damn lucky while I can only watch you from afar? Hmm... It's raining. Even the sky is crying now. I should go to sleep. -STILL LOVING YOU, WORKING HARD TO GIVE UP ON YOU- :') #HEARTBROKEN :/

NOOOO!!!! :O

   NO... PLEASE... NO... D:
   It seems like he has found out... And his whole gang too! He told them?? ;3
   As usual, I stalked him again. My friends were around too, of course. We were all sitting behind him and his gang. I was enjoying my food while staring at him happily when all of them suddenly turned to the back and LOOKED AT ME. That scared the hell out of me!!! @@ Don't tell me all of them know that... I like him? :O HELL NOOOOO... Never thought this day would come. ><"
   I'm just scared that he'll avoid me... It's okay if he ignores me, as long as I can still stalk him, but if he avoids me, I won't even have the chance to see him. :(
   Wish me luck! /.\

My birthday! :D

10th of July's my birthday! I had a fantastically mind-blowing day. :D First of all, when I arrived school in the morning, my classmates started wishing me already. :P Eventually everyone in my class knew and they started singing the birthday song. XD I really didn't know what kind of expression I should have on my face so I was like smiling and grinning and covering my face at the same time. ;P
   When I went out of class for Chinese History (we always go downstairs when it's Chinese History), my friends who saw me on the way wished me too. :D Then one of my besties was like: "See, everyone likes you." and I was like "Oh really?" with a stupid grin on my face. XD
   I was asked to stay in my class during the first recess. Knowing that my besties are gonna give me a surprise, I stayed and waited. After a few minutes they came with a huge card with friends' wishes pasted on it, birthday gifts, a cute little cupcake and started singing the birthday song again. :PP I WAS OVERJOYED (even though I already knew). XD Aww, I felt popular at that time (even though I'm not). So glad that my besties did all those for me. Yeah, I was touched. ;P Here comes the highlight!! :P My bestie (the one who said everyone likes me, and was in the same class as HIM last year) started calling out his name, and they discussed for a bit... I overheard a little only. "Go say 'Happy Birthday' to her... Please? Just once?"... Then he walked over... And stopped in front of me and said "Um, happy birthday." with that killer grin on his face. I managed a "Thanks" and grinned back before I felt like wanting to faint. ;P I was totally dazed, I couldn't actually believe my eyes and ears that he just stood in front of me and wished me "Happy Birthday". My bestie told me that it's hard to get him to talk to someone, REALLY HARD, so I'm glad he talked to me. ;D Yeah, I've REALLY NEVER thought that would ever happen in my life. ;3 Never even thought that he would ever talk to me again ._. But how am I gonna face him after this? It seems like he knows already cuz my friends were pushing me towards him and one of them was saying "UIYOHHH... UISEHHH...". So obvious. ==" But hey, one of my besties said he was blushing when he wished me. XD Ooohhh... Is he shy? LOL I'm dreaming again. :P Anyway, both of our faces were red, so we were like tomatoes!! Cute right? :D Haha kidding. XDD
   I'm scared he's gonna ignore me after this! :( Like seriously worried. D: My brain is full of "What if...? What if...?" >w< It's okay if he knows, I'm just afraid that he'll avoid and ignore me. x( Let's hope not. ;3
   Actually I still have stories but it's late now so I'd better get going. Will share about "The Garden Gang" when I have time. Bye. (:

Interesting stuff! :)

‎~12星座の负面与正面~

白羊—鲁莽&直接

金牛—顽固&笃定

双子—善变&灵活

巨蟹—任性&坚持

狮子—炫耀&分享

处女—龟毛&认真

天秤—犹豫&委婉

天蝎—阴沉&深度

射手—神经&单纯

魔羯—野心&自尊

水瓶—怪异&主见

双鱼—柔弱&温存

【当你达到这7条，你就爱上了这人】1.在忙时，却把手机开著等他的短信；2.喜欢和他两个人单独漫步；3.在一起时，会假装不注意他，但当离开你的视线时，你会急著寻找；5.当他和别人好时，你会感到不安；6.当他笑时，你的嘴角会扬起一丝得意的笑；7.当你看到这文章时，心里想到某个人。

Got all of these from facebook. :D

Totally awesome! :DDDD

I just discovered this, and I'm sure many of you out there have watched this. >< Anyway, this is really awesome! ^^ Their voices blend very well! Both are very unique in their own ways... One of a kind. (;