It's hard.

Giving up isn't easy. So I think I won't. I'll just continue to love you silently, till I find someone like you.

   Just found out that you still love her. Well... I can accept that if she loves you back, but the thing is she doesn't! Heard that she's a playgirl, not sure though. So all this while we both are the same? Loving someone who doesn't love us back? I love you but you love her. I guess I'm still better than you... At least you've never broken my heart before. Well, only indirectly. Not directly. Not your fault. But that girl... She has hurt you right? :( I feel hurt to know that someone else has hurt you... I'm sad to know that she doesn't appreciate you. Someone as handsome, cute, cool and smart as you. It doesn't make sense. Like, seriously. I'd be the happiest girl in the world if you could just hold my hand and tell me that you love me. But I know that's impossible.

   Do you actually understand how I feel? Or do you think that I'm just the same like the other girls, who only like you for your looks? Boy... I'm different. I love you... I love your everything. I'm ready to accept your flaws, that's if you even have any. And if I'm the same like the other girls... I'd be angry or sad that we're not together (which is kinda selfish, in my opinion). But now the reason I'm sad is because I really feel it's not worth it... She doesn't even love you! Quit hurting yourself... :'( I'm sad 'cause the girl you love doesn't love you back... I prefer you two being together (even though I'll be hurt) than you being sad... Yeah, that's how much I can sacrifice for you. Sadly, there's nothing I can do to help you get back together with her again... I'm sorry. :/

   By now, whoever is reading this, you'll probably think that I'm stupid. But I really want him to be happy! As long as he's happy, I'm happy too, even though the person he's with... Isn't me. Because I love him, and I can sacrifice, as long as he's happy. :')