Yes, I should give up. :')

This is pointless. This is leading to no where. So should I give up? Yeah, I should open up my heart. :') I seriously feel like crying though. My plan was to keep loving you silently. But you've found out. What should I do? D: Actually I'm happy enough if we could be friends. I would actually be over the moon if you just greet or talk to me. To be honest, do you know how much this hurts? I'm crying again. The last time I cried because of you was last year. It's not your fault, you don't even know. Or do you, but you're just pretending? As I said, I'm not like the other girls. I'm not as pretty as they are, I'm not as cool as they are, I'm not as popular as they are... I like you, and I'll stick to that. But my heart really hurts. I'm pretty sure you're gonna reject me if I confessed to you. Meeting you... Talking to you... Falling in love with you... Those are all pointless. In the end, my heart is still broken. Why did we even have to meet? I know I shouldn't blame you, but... URGH. I really don't know what to say. This is wrong. Everything is wrong. I've never liked someone who liked me back so far. NEVER. My destiny? :/ Why does it have to be me? Why can other people get who they want? The person they like likes them back! Why are they so damn lucky while I can only watch you from afar? Hmm... It's raining. Even the sky is crying now. I should go to sleep. -STILL LOVING YOU, WORKING HARD TO GIVE UP ON YOU- :') #HEARTBROKEN :/