Poem for someone :)

Do you believe in such a thing as fate?
Like to find the right person, you've just gotta wait?
I was broken hearted, I've lost all hope
It was too much for me, till I couldn't cope

It all started off pretty strangely
I've never thought we'd end up this way, surprisingly
We've chatted a lot but only met twice
You tease me a lot, but you're actually quite nice

I guess you fell for me on the first sight
As for me, I started thinking about you all day and night
I'm not sure if my feelings for you are true
But maybe, just maybe, I've fallen for you

I wonder how long my feelings would last
The number of times you cross my mind leaves me aghast
You make me happy in a way I couldn't explain
Somehow, you take away my sorrow and pain

Maybe you would say that I'm insecure
But I can't help worrying about the future
I just hope that we would still remain friends, it's more important than the rest
No matter what, I wish you nothing but the best

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Here are a few of my favourite pieces ;)

This is a butterfly-style blouse, made in Korea. I totally love the distinct flower prints!  Even the lace itself is flowered, if you know what I mean. The lace shorts go with the blouse beautifully :)

Yet another dress which is made in Korea. This one is cute, and kinda looks like a school uniform if viewed from a certain angle,  despite the fact that it is sleeveless. I wonder if there are any sleeveless school uniforms? Haha :) 

I have no idea why I have so much love for Korean dresses. Even though pink is not one of my favourite colours, I have to admit this one is pretty sweet. That bow emphasizes the cuteness of this dress :)

Fancy long dresses?  Well, this one is pretty exquisite. "It's a party in the USA!" as Miley Cyrus would sing :3 I really like this shade of blue! *o*

This one is made in Italy. Don't you think this is pretty unique too? Beginning from somewhere above the waist, reddish-orange lace wraps beautifully around this leopard-printed dress :)


Uniqueness and exquisiteness are what we go for! Open up your minds and welcome the evolution of fashion! :) Visit our page more often to have a view of our dresses. Purchasers are welcomed! 

Where there's a will, there's a way ;)

That has actually been my motto since primary school :3 It has helped me to overcome many problems, which I thought couldn't be solved. And I'm glad that I succeeded again this time :) Ever since I gave up on him and moved on, I found out that I'm not alone at all, and there are so many things worth smiling about. I also learnt not to cry for someone who's not worth it, for the person who's really worth my tears won't make me cry. I feel like I've grown up a lot *heaves a sigh of relief* ^^ If I were to say that all he had brought me was sadness, it wouldn't be completely true... Ever since I fell for him, I became a lot more mature o.o But I still can't deny that my wounds turned me into a different person and I'm not sure if I could ever become my original self again :/

Hey, I just came up with a poem again xD

Time is priceless, it's worth more than gold,
Before you could realize, you'll soon get old,
So live your life to it's fullest, cause you only live once
Cause time flies fast, faster than you could take a glance :)

I have no idea when did I start to have such passion for poems :P This one is the third one I've written so far, hope you enjoyed it C:

Another poem? :p

Okay, I don't know why but I'm really into poems lately :p Maybe it's cause I have gone through too much pain? :/

What happens in future, you'll never know

It's like the wind, you wouldn't know when it'll blow

My life used to be normal, nothing special at all

Until you came, and changed it once and for all

It was a tiring day and I was standing there

I have to admit that I wasn't aware

Maybe I was blinded by weariness, I didn't see you

Well, yeah, I guess it must be true

There you were, talking to my brother

It was none of my business, so I didn't bother

Little did I know that you, a total stranger

Would mean so much to me in future

You greeted me, and there I was, spell bounded

I just stood at the same spot, rooted

That feeling was special, totally indescribable

It was something different, so incredible

I fell for you, that's for sure

The worst thing is there isn't a cure

My love for you kept getting deeper, day by day

Eventually, I realized, I couldn't pull myself away

But then, you were so perfect, utterly flawless

I knew that I wouldn't stand a chance, I was hopeless

A glance from you could make me so happy

Much happier than a kid with a candy

Time flies at a tremendous speed, faster than I could imagine

My love for you never changed, it's like how grass is always green

I never did anything though, I was just wasting time

Then, I decided, I should get off the dime

Stalking you was my duty

My heart gave me that responsibility

However, courage was what I lacked

Yes, it is sad, but I never slacked

However, all you can see is her

Sorrow is what I can't conquer

To stop thinking about you, that's a mission I can't accomplish

Right now, finding someone better than you is my only wish

I really don't know what to feel, love or hate?

I don't know what to do either, just sit here and wait?

Waiting for nothing, that's incredulously stupid

Why oh why did you pick me, stupid cupid?

I wish she could bring you happiness of which I couldn't

Why did I fall in love with you? I really shouldn't

You don't mean anything to me, not anymore

Lord, help me to move on and forget everything that happened before

Hope you enjoyed it :)

I have succeeded :)

Yes, I have succeeded. I have moved on. No, I don't love him anymore. I'm not gonna give any other boy another chance to break my heart. So, I'll stay single in the meantime, unless there's someone who could really touch my heart. Kay bye ;)

Piece of shit I wrote xD

Oh well, this is my first attempt on writing this kind of err... Poem? :P So don't blame me if it's lousy xD

 

The day we first met

Is a day I'll never forget

It is none other than fate

That brought us to that particular place

 

Your very first word took my breath away

You said hi but I shied away

Why did you choose to greet me

Instead of just walking away?

 

Right up until now

We have only spoken thrice

I had been foolish instead of wise

You and I? Sorry, no dice

 

Everyday, it has been the same

We pass by each other but only silence is heard

You've never uttered a single word

Neither did I, for fear it would turn out awkward

 

I let go of my chances

Which were all so precious

Because of my foolishness

I ended up undergoing loneliness

 

For you have met her, the girl of your dreams

She is nice, cute, kind and sweet

I really shouldn't give a shit

But it ain't that easy, not a single bit

 

Because I love you

I hope you're happy

Even if it's not with me

Like how I want it to be

 

For that's called love

It means sacrificing

Even if I am hurting

Your happiness is the main thing

 

I fell for you, that's a mistake

Forgetting you isn't a piece of cake

You have a special place in my heart

Which makes moving on so hard

 

I have forgotten what is joy

But no, I don't blame you, boy

It is none other than my fault

How did I get involved in this plot?

 

To become rich, that's many people's desire

But not for me, that's not what I require

I only wish to be happy, nothing could compare

And to find my Prince Charming, who's somewhere out there

 

 

Well, hope you liked it :D

 

 

To that someone, I am sorry :/

I am really very sorry but I don't wanna hurt you :( We shouldn't be together until I manage to forget the other one completely, or else I would be like cheating on you :/ If you really love me... You would wait, just like how I never gave up on him :') If you wouldn't... I guess you aren't the one I'm looking for then :| I don't know why but I find it hard to trust boys when they say they love me. I don't believe it when they say "forever". Even if I like that boy, I'll still find it hard to trust him. Maybe I'm a little too insecure. I also don't believe it when boys call me cute or pretty or whatever. Oh well, I should just stay single and have fun with my friends. Gotta learn that I don't have to be in a relationship to be happy ;)

Exam's over! :D

IT'S OVER! OVER AND DONE WITH! YAY! :D 

Yeah, it's over, but I can't tell how much suffering I'll go through next year -.- We are having the PMR and UEC exams next year, and I am so gonna die, given the way I study. I always do last-minute studying, haha :3 Wish me luck! :)

About my results, I'll snap a picture of my report card later on, when I've gotten it :P Some of my scores took a downward plunge though, I guess I've been playing too much. Sad case huh? :/

Since exam's over, I'm in a better mood these days :D But sometimes, I still feel lonely :'/ Cause of that stupid dude -.- He doesn't have any idea how hurt I am when I see him and that girl together. Well, I bet he doesn't even care? :| All he sees, is her. No one else but her </3 Yeah yeah, I know I should get a life. Learn to move on, find someone else. Even I have told myself, countless times. But it's really hard :( 

Okay okay, enough with the sadness -.- I'll be back to post pictures later on :D Stay tuned!

aww :3

‎; 有天，
男孩打錯了電話，
電話的另一頭是個女孩，
女孩的聲音很清脆，
男孩頓時對女孩產生了興趣。

過後的幾個月，
男孩每天都會打電話給女孩，
女孩也和男孩聊的很開心，
彼此視乎產生了愛意。

可每當男孩問起女孩的長相時，
女孩就會笑笑的說：我不知道自己什麽樣喲。
男孩奇怪了，
也沒多問。

一年後，
女孩給了男孩自己住所，
男孩高興的想馬上見到女孩，
準備好之後就到女孩所給的地址，
可卻來到了一家醫院，
那門牌號碼就是之病房吧？
男孩心想。

找著找著，
男孩來到了女孩的病房，
一進去只見到一位美麗的女孩，
男孩還沒說話女孩就先說了，
：抱歉哦，我沒能看見自己的長相。

原來女孩失明了，
男孩後來的每個月都來醫院看女孩，
最後他們還結婚了。。。。。

其實世上有許多的緣分，
緣分來了只要抓緊就好。

Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You’ve had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you’ve written and rewritten over and over and over You take out those razor blades, and cut for the very last time. You grab that bottle of pills and take them all. Laying down, holding the letter to your chest, you close your eyes for the very last time. A few hours later, your little brother knocks on your door to come tell you dinners ready. You don’t answer, so he walks in. All he sees is you laying on your bed, so he thinks you’re asleep. He tells your mom this. Your mom goes to your room to wake you up. She notices something is odd. She grabs the paper in your hand and reads it. Sobbing, she tries to wake you up. She’s screaming your name. Your brother, so confused, runs to go tell Dad that “Mommy is crying and sissy won’t wake up.” Your dad runs to your room. He looks at your mom, crying, holding the letter to her chest, sitting next to your lifeless body. It hits him, what’s going on, and he screams. He screams and throws something at the wall. And then, falling to his knees, he starts to cry. Your mom crawls over to him, and they sit there, holding each other, crying. The next day at school, there’s an announcement. The principal tells everyone about your suicide. It takes a few seconds for it to sink in, and once it does, everyone goes silent. Everyone blames themselves. Your teachers think they were too hard on you. Those mean popular girls, they think of all the things they’ve said to you. That boy that used to tease you and call you names, he can’t help but hate himself for never telling you how beautiful you really are. Your ex boyfriend, the one that you told everything to, that broke up with you.. He can’t handle it. He breaks down and starts crying, and runs out of the school. Your friends? They’re sobbing too, wondering how they could never see that anything was wrong, wishing they could have helped you before it was too late. And your best friend? She’s in shock. She can’t believe it. She knew what you were going through, but she never thought it would get that bad… Bad enough for you to end it. She can’t cry, she can’t feel anything. She stands up, walks out of the classroom, and just sinks to the floor. Shaking, screaming, but no tears coming out. It’s a few days later, at your funeral. The whole town came. Everyone knew you, that girl with the bright smile and bubbly personality. The one that was always there for them, the shoulder to cry on. Lots of people talk about all the good memories they had with you, there were a lot. Everyone’s crying, your little brother still doesn’t know you killed yourself, he’s too young. Your parents just said you died. It hurts him, a lot. You were his big sister, you were supposed to always be there for him. Your best friend, she stays strong through the entire service, but as soon as they start lowering your casket into the ground, she just loses it. She cries and cries and doesn’t stop for days. It’s two years later. The whole school talks to a counselor...-Jessica

We made it! ;)

Yay! Made it through our music exam! :D And yeah, I sang that song :')

Well, I guess I got a little too nervous. I sang the song so fast that my friend who was doing the duet with me found it hard to catch up, haha. And was I too loud, or was she too soft? Cause my voice covered hers up. My right leg kept shaking! Had to lift it up and pretend like I'm "exercising" it to make it less obvious :P My whole body went numb too. Yeah, I was that nervous /_\ I wonder where had all my confidence gone to. Ever since I entered secondary, this is what I've became, scared of everything.

BUT... Overall, it was quite good :P I got complimented! ;) My music teacher asked if I have any extra English classes or something, I said no, and he said that my singing's like a foreigner, like an European or American or something. He also said that my singing's "很有味道", which I don't know how to translate xD The big round of applause and cheering that was heard after the performance made me really happy. The feeling of success and achievement ;) But personally, I still feel that I hadn't done my best at that time because I was too nervous. Sad case ;3

"Were you thinking about him when you sang?" "Woah I like your voice!" "Your singing is full of feelings." Those were my classmates' remarks. Yes, I admit that I thought of him throughout the whole song :') About my voice, it only turned low and husky like this year? When I was younger I used to have a sweet and high-pitched voice. Anyway, I thank God, regardless sweet voice or husky one, as long as I can SING ;)

Singing has been my passion since little. I'm one of those who always sings when bathing hahahaha xD Shush, it's a secret :P

Well, gotta go. Our final exam's just round the corner, and I hope I'll score good grades this time :)

HELLO :D

Currently at school :D ahahaahahahaah :P In the computer lab with my retarded friends ngehehehe xD And this girl on my left keeps hugging me just 'cause she's afraid of some silly online gameeeeeeeeeee ngahahahaahhaah :P OMG OMG OMG :O But she's cute so it's okay :D And she keeps saying stupid things xD And this girl on my right is looking at the computer screen while I'm typing :P The girl on the left of the girl on my left is a total loony LOL hahaaha :P And that dude beside her is just minding his own business :P OKAY GTG BYE PEOPLE :D

I'm Such A Loser.

I said I'm gonna forget him. But I can't. Every time I pass by his class, I'll still peek in to see if he's there. And what do I see? I see him... WITH HER, which hurts me even more. And I cry. I just can't help it :'/ I don't care if it's at school, I just can't hold back my tears. Sometimes when I peek in, he catches me though. Then we'll stare at each other until I look away. Like what happened this morning. I realized that he still means a lot to me. I can't put him down. I'm such a loser. But everyone says I need time. One of my friends say that I shouldn't try too hard. "Just continue loving him until your heart decides not to anymore." I think that's what I will do...

Oh and btw, our music exam is just round the corner. I've decided to sing this "Teardrops on My Guitar" by Taylor Swift. It describes exactly how I feel, so I think I'm gonna do well cause I can really feel the pain Taylor felt when I'm singing the song. 

Here's the official music video of the song, ENJOY! ;)

THE REASON :)

Okay, so here are the reason why I'm giving up on him :)

1. He likes another girl.

2. She likes him too.

3. They are so close to each other.

4. They look cute and happy together. 

Yes, I get hurt. I thought that I could bear with all these but no, I'm not strong enough. Whenever I see them together, I just feel like crying. In school. Which is kinda embarrassing, but I can't help it. My friends would all be like "Hey, what's up? What happened?" But sometimes I just can't tell them. 

So, bye boy. I've never met you. I don't know you. It's best if you could just get out of my life, WITH HER. BYE :)

NEVER MIND :)

Yes, I'm giving up!! :D SO LONG, boy :P I've never met you and we don't know each other :) Will fill in the details about the reason I'm letting this go later on ;)

Time to move on! ;)

"C'mon girl! It's high time that you give up! He likes someone else already! And it's not like you're totally unwanted. There are boys out there who are dying to have your number okay? Don't be so pathetic. He's not the only boy left in this world. So what if he's perfect? There are boys who are more awesome and fabulous than him! Don't waste your time on someone who doesn't appreciate you. HE'S NOT WORTH IT. Quick, accept the next boy who confesses to you, idiot."

   That's what the voice in the back of my head keeps saying. So should I really give up? It's a waste of time anyway, right? He wouldn't even care if I like him, he has so many admirers. He's popular. The main point is he likes someone else. Boy, that's some heartbreaking news. But I'm strong right? NOTHING CAN PULL ME DOWN. NOT boys. That's sooooo NOT me.

   But... People say you can only get something if you don't give up. Is that true? If that's true then I'm willing to wait. Still, it's truly a waste of time, I know that. I'm not stupid. Well, the sane part of my brain isn't but my heart is.

   So I think this will be the last year. I'll enjoy this year to the fullest, loving him to the max. Next year, imma move on. I'm strong. I'm sure I can do this. Yay! :D

BOOOOO. :(

Okay, you don't like her anymore. But you like someone else. :(((( I guess this is my destiny. I'll never have you to myself. So I wish I'll have a better life in the future. :') I'll try to decide, whether to move on or to continue loving you silently. Sometimes I really feel that I should not listen to my heart. I really should listen to the intelligent brain of mine. ;3

   BUT HEYYYY, I'm still the happy me. :D As long as God, friends and family are around, I won't die. :) Although you are also important to me, I'll try my best not to love you so deeply. The deeper I love you, the deeper the wound in my heart is ._______. Sometimes it sucks being a girl. ==" Everything has its pros and cons right? ;) We can't expect to get all that is good all the time.

   So, my conclusion is... I'm sleepy /.\ Haha kidding. :P My conclusion is: GIRLS CAN LIVE WITHOUT BOYS! BREAK MY HEART? NO WORRIES. I CAN ALWAYS MEND IT. I'M STRONG! :D

I misheard it? O.o

Okay, wait. I misheard what my friend said? You actually don't love her anymore? So I've been sad for no reason? @@ Okay, I'm stupid. :( TROLLED haha. ;P So who's your new target now? I wanna know!! /.\ So you're currently single and available? :D LOL I know you wouldn't accept me anyway. :3

   As usual, I was trying to locate you again. Kept looking into your class to see if you were there. And... YES, you were there. You were changing into your P.E. shirt. So I actually saw... The top half of your body. xD Hey, don't misunderstand, I'm NOT perverted. :P But which girl doesn't start to go all crazy when her crush takes of his clothes? I hope you didn't see me though. Don't want you to misunderstand that I'm perverted. ;3 It was just a coincidence, I was looking for you then suddenly... HEEEEHEEE. xP By the way, you're wayyyyy more skinnier than me! @_@"

   The same stuff happens everyday. We pass by each other, I can sense that you're looking at me, but I just don't dare lift my head up and say hi. I'll just pretend that I didn't see you and we are complete strangers. Damn, I'm such a coward. Sad case. D:

   Kay, bye people. ^^

It's hard.

Giving up isn't easy. So I think I won't. I'll just continue to love you silently, till I find someone like you.

   Just found out that you still love her. Well... I can accept that if she loves you back, but the thing is she doesn't! Heard that she's a playgirl, not sure though. So all this while we both are the same? Loving someone who doesn't love us back? I love you but you love her. I guess I'm still better than you... At least you've never broken my heart before. Well, only indirectly. Not directly. Not your fault. But that girl... She has hurt you right? :( I feel hurt to know that someone else has hurt you... I'm sad to know that she doesn't appreciate you. Someone as handsome, cute, cool and smart as you. It doesn't make sense. Like, seriously. I'd be the happiest girl in the world if you could just hold my hand and tell me that you love me. But I know that's impossible.

   Do you actually understand how I feel? Or do you think that I'm just the same like the other girls, who only like you for your looks? Boy... I'm different. I love you... I love your everything. I'm ready to accept your flaws, that's if you even have any. And if I'm the same like the other girls... I'd be angry or sad that we're not together (which is kinda selfish, in my opinion). But now the reason I'm sad is because I really feel it's not worth it... She doesn't even love you! Quit hurting yourself... :'( I'm sad 'cause the girl you love doesn't love you back... I prefer you two being together (even though I'll be hurt) than you being sad... Yeah, that's how much I can sacrifice for you. Sadly, there's nothing I can do to help you get back together with her again... I'm sorry. :/

   By now, whoever is reading this, you'll probably think that I'm stupid. But I really want him to be happy! As long as he's happy, I'm happy too, even though the person he's with... Isn't me. Because I love him, and I can sacrifice, as long as he's happy. :')

Yes, I should give up. :')

This is pointless. This is leading to no where. So should I give up? Yeah, I should open up my heart. :') I seriously feel like crying though. My plan was to keep loving you silently. But you've found out. What should I do? D: Actually I'm happy enough if we could be friends. I would actually be over the moon if you just greet or talk to me. To be honest, do you know how much this hurts? I'm crying again. The last time I cried because of you was last year. It's not your fault, you don't even know. Or do you, but you're just pretending? As I said, I'm not like the other girls. I'm not as pretty as they are, I'm not as cool as they are, I'm not as popular as they are... I like you, and I'll stick to that. But my heart really hurts. I'm pretty sure you're gonna reject me if I confessed to you. Meeting you... Talking to you... Falling in love with you... Those are all pointless. In the end, my heart is still broken. Why did we even have to meet? I know I shouldn't blame you, but... URGH. I really don't know what to say. This is wrong. Everything is wrong. I've never liked someone who liked me back so far. NEVER. My destiny? :/ Why does it have to be me? Why can other people get who they want? The person they like likes them back! Why are they so damn lucky while I can only watch you from afar? Hmm... It's raining. Even the sky is crying now. I should go to sleep. -STILL LOVING YOU, WORKING HARD TO GIVE UP ON YOU- :') #HEARTBROKEN :/

NOOOO!!!! :O

   NO... PLEASE... NO... D:
   It seems like he has found out... And his whole gang too! He told them?? ;3
   As usual, I stalked him again. My friends were around too, of course. We were all sitting behind him and his gang. I was enjoying my food while staring at him happily when all of them suddenly turned to the back and LOOKED AT ME. That scared the hell out of me!!! @@ Don't tell me all of them know that... I like him? :O HELL NOOOOO... Never thought this day would come. ><"
   I'm just scared that he'll avoid me... It's okay if he ignores me, as long as I can still stalk him, but if he avoids me, I won't even have the chance to see him. :(
   Wish me luck! /.\

My birthday! :D

10th of July's my birthday! I had a fantastically mind-blowing day. :D First of all, when I arrived school in the morning, my classmates started wishing me already. :P Eventually everyone in my class knew and they started singing the birthday song. XD I really didn't know what kind of expression I should have on my face so I was like smiling and grinning and covering my face at the same time. ;P
   When I went out of class for Chinese History (we always go downstairs when it's Chinese History), my friends who saw me on the way wished me too. :D Then one of my besties was like: "See, everyone likes you." and I was like "Oh really?" with a stupid grin on my face. XD
   I was asked to stay in my class during the first recess. Knowing that my besties are gonna give me a surprise, I stayed and waited. After a few minutes they came with a huge card with friends' wishes pasted on it, birthday gifts, a cute little cupcake and started singing the birthday song again. :PP I WAS OVERJOYED (even though I already knew). XD Aww, I felt popular at that time (even though I'm not). So glad that my besties did all those for me. Yeah, I was touched. ;P Here comes the highlight!! :P My bestie (the one who said everyone likes me, and was in the same class as HIM last year) started calling out his name, and they discussed for a bit... I overheard a little only. "Go say 'Happy Birthday' to her... Please? Just once?"... Then he walked over... And stopped in front of me and said "Um, happy birthday." with that killer grin on his face. I managed a "Thanks" and grinned back before I felt like wanting to faint. ;P I was totally dazed, I couldn't actually believe my eyes and ears that he just stood in front of me and wished me "Happy Birthday". My bestie told me that it's hard to get him to talk to someone, REALLY HARD, so I'm glad he talked to me. ;D Yeah, I've REALLY NEVER thought that would ever happen in my life. ;3 Never even thought that he would ever talk to me again ._. But how am I gonna face him after this? It seems like he knows already cuz my friends were pushing me towards him and one of them was saying "UIYOHHH... UISEHHH...". So obvious. ==" But hey, one of my besties said he was blushing when he wished me. XD Ooohhh... Is he shy? LOL I'm dreaming again. :P Anyway, both of our faces were red, so we were like tomatoes!! Cute right? :D Haha kidding. XDD
   I'm scared he's gonna ignore me after this! :( Like seriously worried. D: My brain is full of "What if...? What if...?" >w< It's okay if he knows, I'm just afraid that he'll avoid and ignore me. x( Let's hope not. ;3
   Actually I still have stories but it's late now so I'd better get going. Will share about "The Garden Gang" when I have time. Bye. (:

Interesting stuff! :)

‎~12星座の负面与正面~

白羊—鲁莽&直接

金牛—顽固&笃定

双子—善变&灵活

巨蟹—任性&坚持

狮子—炫耀&分享

处女—龟毛&认真

天秤—犹豫&委婉

天蝎—阴沉&深度

射手—神经&单纯

魔羯—野心&自尊

水瓶—怪异&主见

双鱼—柔弱&温存

【当你达到这7条，你就爱上了这人】1.在忙时，却把手机开著等他的短信；2.喜欢和他两个人单独漫步；3.在一起时，会假装不注意他，但当离开你的视线时，你会急著寻找；5.当他和别人好时，你会感到不安；6.当他笑时，你的嘴角会扬起一丝得意的笑；7.当你看到这文章时，心里想到某个人。

Got all of these from facebook. :D

Totally awesome! :DDDD

I just discovered this, and I'm sure many of you out there have watched this. >< Anyway, this is really awesome! ^^ Their voices blend very well! Both are very unique in their own ways... One of a kind. (;

Yesterday and today. :)

Yesterday sucked. It all started when this naughty boy in my class pushed my friend and injured her knee. She fell down and scratched her knee 2 days back, so when this boy pushed her it became more serious. -_- She's really pitiful... Bullied by the boys everyday. She's disliked by almost everyone in the class... Reason? Just because she's not that pretty. :3 People nowadays judge people by appearance. Just like how people like *him* just cuz he's handsome. Useless. ==" Back to the story. My friend got injured so another friend and I brought her to the health office. (We skipped 20 minutes of Maths. :P) The... Um... Nurse (?) in the health office asked us to go back there during the recess. So we did, but the party of friends we usually spend our recess time with couldn't find us... I ended up running around, trying to look for them. In the end, my injured friend and I did manage to find them in the canteen. Worst part is I got scolded after helping my injured friend! "Where did you go?" "What took you guys so long?" And that *I'm in a bad mood* face... Blah blah blah... -.- THAT really pissed me off! I thought: "So this is what I get after helping a friend?!" I REALLY HATE PEOPLE WHO SCOLD ME WITHOUT EVEN KNOWING WHAT HAPPENED! Those people'd better go EAT SHIT. Brainless! :@ Guess what I did? :) I kept really quiet. When we finished eating, I got up, pushed the bench I was sitting on till it tumbled to the ground and walked off without a care in the world. Cool right? Haha. (; I know many pairs of eyes were on me at that time. Like I care! :) This is what you get when you piss me off. I don't get angry easily actually, I'm the forgiving type. Just DO NOT piss me off. Or else... You're gonna see the evil side of me which is... Kinda scary. ;3 I'm glad *he* wasn't there anymore ya that time, cuz in his mind, I'm the quiet type. He'd get a shock if he'd seen me that angry. ><"
My mum and I went to get our report card today. My result's quite satisfying, I got the 8th place in the whole form 2 and the 2nd place in class. ^^ Remember I said I'm really lazy? And all I do in class is scribbling his name all over my book or chatting/playing with my friends. I revise a day before the exam too, so I'm happy with my results. ;)
Before I go, I wanna wish Yonghwa a happy belated birthday! ^^ I've already wished him on twitter yesterday though . Here are 2 pictures of him and a funny pic of CNtubbies!! ❤❤❤

I'm back again... :)

I'm here again cuz I forgot to share what happened yesterday. :3 Well, yesterday, my friends and I sat from where I could easily see him (as usual) in the canteen, during the recess. :P When I turned around to look at him, (he was gonna buy food at that time), he looked in my direction also. >o< I didn't have any appetite yesterday afternoon so I didn't finish my plate of fried rice (which I usually finish really easily and still feel hungry) so I spent most of my time staring at him. XD When he and his friends were going to leave, we stood up and got ready to go also. ;P OMG it was really very obvious!! @@ And one of my friends kept saying "I think he knows that you like him." Okay, back to the story. So we walked back to class, and he was walking right in front of me, like less than a meter away. My friends kept pushing me to the front! @o@ And I was like "Do you guys wanna die early?!" but I was laughing. XD My friends noticed that I was blushing... Haha. ;P Remember I said his class is next to mine? When I was walking back to my class I passed by him again. So I was really happy. :D okay that's all. Byeeee! ((;

My dream... And other stuff. ;P

So I had this really weird dream last Sunday morning. >< I dreamt that he and I were talking like best friends... Then I asked him: "So what did you think of me when we first met?" Him: "Um... Cute." Me: "Oh, really? We should talk more next time!" Him: *grabbed my arms* Yeah, we should talk more." Then I blushed... And woke up. ;3 I was so happy that I couldn't sleep back, haha. XD It was a really nice dream... Sadly, I think none of my dreams about him will ever come true. :(
Okay, enough about that. Today's Friday, the fifth day since school reopened. I've got all of my results back already... And my grades are quite okay, so I'm happy. ^^ The only result I'm not satisfied with is Chinese History... Yeah, I didn't really revise that this time, but I could've gotten an A if I wasn't so careless... I lost 10 marks just cuz I didn't read one of the questions properly. It was a subjective question, and I'd memorized it some more! ==" I'm angry with myself. :@ But I've learned not to worry so much about grades so I'm not really sad. ;P
Okay, that's all. Bye. (;

Heeeee. (;

I'm here to share stuff again. ;P Look at my lock screen wallpaper!! :D Oh, and simsimi. Even simsimi knows his name has 6 letters? :P Lol. XD

Awesome song (;

I'm here today to share a totally awesome, fantastic song sung by Juniel, a singer-songwriter who's just debuted not long ago and YongHwa oppa. :D 

Woots! Biceps! *.* OMO~ I really love YongHwa oppa's voice!!!! <3 I love it even more when he sings and plays the guitar at the same time cuz it totally reminds me of HIM. ;) Juniel's voice is really sweet btw... I love her voice too! And she's pretty! :) I don't really know why but I seem to fall in love with singer-songwriters easily, especially those who play the guitar. :3 Well, it's late, so I've gotta go. Byeee!! ;)

Hmm... WHY?! D:

WHY was I waiting to be picked up AT THAT SPOT, ON THAT DAY? WHY was my bro talking to him WHEN I WAS THERE? WHY did I see him there? WHY did he say hi? WHYYYYYYY?????!!!!!! The main point is WHY DID I FALL IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO? Someone so popular, someone so handsome, someone who has so FREAKING MANY admirers? :(((( And I already know it's impossible for him to like me... But I just couldn't give up and accept other people. I've tried. Really many times. Each time my brain tells me to say "yes", my heart keeps reminding me who I really love. Unless you've been deeply in love before, you wouldn't know how I feel, so don't judge me or ask me why am I like this. :')

   I have this feeling that I will never be good enough for him. Reason? He's so popular, but I'm not at all. He's really handsome, but I'm not pretty at all. He's liked by so many girls, but I don't have that many admirers. I'm not like the other girls, all tall, pretty and slim. So what if I have admirers? I still want him only. But he's so hard to get. x( And I don't know what kind of girl he likes. What's his ideal type? I'm really tired sometimes... My friends keep asking me not to waste time on him... But I just couldn't help it. D': 

   I wish I could do this. :') This song suits me. :3 It's from my favourite K-drama "Heartstrings" btw, and I like ShinHye's voice, so soft and sweet. (;

YONGHWA. ;DDD

Hmm... YongHwa as LeeShin in Heartstrings really reminds me of him... :3 They are the same, really great at playing the guitar, popular and liked by many girls. But he isn't as arrogant as LeeShin though. He isn't arrogant at all. XD And Park Shin Hye as GyuWon is kinda like me too. :O More to cute than pretty (I'm not trying to say that I'm cute okay), kinda chubby, kinda childish at times, quite good at singing, not really popular... :P But I don't play the gayageum. XP When I was watching Heartstrings I kept on thinking of LeeShin as him and GyuWon as me and start imagining stuff, hehehe. ;P So I'll share a few cute pics today. ;)

AWWWWW SO CUUUTEEEEEE... :DD

*starts to imagine* hehehe. ;P

Shin Hye looks GORGEOUS with long hair. ;)

Hmm... Starts to imagine again... :3 How nice if this would come true in my life. :/

Aww... Imagine that's him n she's me. #SWEETNESS. ;P

Oh this! I've imagined him doing this to me in my head before. XD

*Heart beats fast* haha. XD URGH I couldn't stop imagining!! ><"

Okay that's all. *Back to the real world* :P I've been on the laptop for the whole day so I guess I've gotta go now. (: I'll go online again tonight. :D

Another one of my favourite songs (:

So this is another one of my favourites. :D My mum said my voice is unique when singing this song. :O

Lyrics :)

Elevator buttons and morning air

Strangers' silence makes me wanna take the stairs

If you were here we'd laugh about their vacant stares

But right now, my time is theirs

Seems like there's always someone who disapproves

They'll judge it like they know about me and you

And the verdict comes from those with nothing else to do

The jury's out, but my choice is you

So don't you worry your pretty little mind

People throw rocks at things that shine and life makes love look hard

The stakes are high, the water's rough

But this love is ours

You never know what people have up their sleeves

Ghosts from your past gonna jump out at me 

Lurking in the shadows with their lip gloss smiles

But I don't care, cause right now you're mine

And you'll say

Don't you worry your pretty little mind

People throw rocks at things that shine and life makes love look hard

The stakes are high, the water's rough, but this love is ours

And it's not theirs to speculate, if it's wrong and

Your hands are tough but they are where, mine belong in

I'll fight their doubt and give you faith

With this song for you

Cause I love the gap between your teeth

And I love the riddles that you speak

And any snide remarks from my father about your tattoos 

Will be ignored, cause my heart is yours

So don't you worry your pretty little mind

People throw rocks and things that shine and life makes love look hard

And don't you worry your pretty little mind

People throw rocks at things that shine but they can't take what's ours

They can't take what's ours

The stakes are high, the water's rough, but this love is ours

Aww... Taylor writes all the best love songs!! :D Love her. ;)

IT'S TIME TO PARTY ROCK! :D

Yay! Exam's finally over! ;D I'm tired out... Sleeping at midnight and waking up at 3 am just to study. It sucks. D: I don't think I'm gonna get good grades this time though... Cuz all I do in class is either play with my friends and make a lot of noise or daydreaming about him and scribbling his name all over my book. XD
Went to have fun with my pals today. ;) We watched a horror movie... Which was more to stupid than scary. ==" but a few of my friends totally freaked out and used their jackets to cover their faces. XP After that we went for karaoke. We sang for 3-4 hours... Had so much fun! :D Took a few pics of my friends when they were singing. ;P

Ngeheheheeeee :P

So there was a spot-check in school yesterday. And guess what? His hair... Has been cut. XD OMG... I couldn't stop laughing when I saw him. Well, not in front of him of course. And I have to admit that I was shocked. He looks like a kid after the haircut. ;P it reminds me of something: there was once when my fringe was cut really short too, and I looked really silly (in my opinion). XP But how did he manage to still look so cute even after the stupid haircut? Or is there problem with my eyesight? He's always handsome in my eyes. :P ❤

All written by me;)

You people "love" him? Nah, all of you judge books by their covers. You "love" him just cuz of his looks. Well, I'm different. I love him for his everything. I'm ready to accept all his flaws, that's if he even has any. Every action of his is perfect in my eyes:)

I'm not taken, but my heart is. Sorry:)

Handsome boys aren't anything great to me, cuz in my heart the most handsome person is you;)

I blush upon hearing your name:P

Thank God for letting someone as awesome as you to be born into this world:D

The moment when I steal a glance at you and you coincidentally look in my direction;P

I'll never forget the time when we first met. Yeah, it has been a year. But my life has became much more interesting ever since I met you. I love you:)

Yes, I do get jealous sometimes. But I'm contented to see that radiant smile of yours even though the girl you're talking to isn't me:3

I don't dare talk to you. That's because I feel that I'm not good enough for you. Sometimes I even wonder if I'm fit to just be your friend:(

I'm not like the other girls. They all are tall, slim and pretty. Me? The exact opposite. Do I even stand a chance? Further more, you're so popular. It's hard for me to talk to you cuz you're surrounded by your friends all the time><

Nobody has ever made me feel the way like you do. The way you make my heart go all warm when you smile, the way you make me giggle at your silly yet cute actions, the way you make me laugh when I don't even want to smile. NOBODY;D

You're special, unique, one of a kind. You're irreplaceable;)

I fall asleep thinking of you and wake up thinking of you too:))

Every time I watch a romance movie or listen to a love song, you're the first person who pops into my mind:)

I stalk you. Didn't you notice that? Wherever you go, you'll see me there. XD

Actually I freak out when you suddenly look in my direction. Cuz you're gonna catch me staring at you:P

The many rejections I've made just because of you. I want no one else but you:)

OMG?! :O

I hope this isn't true... I really really hope so. Seriously, this is scaring me. :(
As usual, my friends and I went to the canteen to EAT. :D He hasn't arrived at that time and I was kinda disappointed. You should've seen my face at that time. XD But I carried on waiting, and he DID come!!! I was overjoyed. :P So as usual, my friends went to buy their food, and mine too (so that I could see him for another few more minutes, and so that people'd know the table has been reserved). XP He bought his food at the same stall as my friends. I think I'd really gone crazy at that time. You know what I shouted out? "很可爱哦!" (meaning "SO CUTE!"). I hope he didn't know that I was referring to him. ><" I shouted that like 2-3 times. @_@
And then... Hmm how am I gonna say this? My English isn't good enough. :3 Okay, so the place where I sat at was facing the place where he was sitting at. I have no idea whether he saw me or what, but he suddenly changed places with one of his friends. Did he notice me and was trying to avoid me? /.\ I hope not!!! T^T Cuz to me, the best way to stay close to him is to just watch him from far. ;3 I'm pitiful and I know it. Problems I'm facing: 1. my self-confidence plunges down to zero when it comes to him. 2. I become all shy and nervous. How is he ever gonna know that I exist??!! Sure, he remembers me, but what use is that? ==" I wanna at least be his friend... :/ BOOOHOOOOHOOOO... :'((((

Poor textbook. ;P

Look what I did to my maths textbook. XD Love him so much hehe. ;P ❤

My favourite song? :)

Yeah, this is one of my favourite songs. :) It is an OST of/from the television series "넌 내게 반했어 (Heartstrings)". The song is entitled "그리워서 (Because I Miss You)". I listen to this like 3-5 times a day. :P And when I'm listening to this, I think of my special someone. :)

Here's a video of the song with lyrics on screen. Enjoy! ;)

Wait, wait. This is not what I usually listen to. o_O What I usually listen to is this:

Um, just in case you're interested in this song and wanna memorize the lyrics... Here you go. The translation is also included. :)

늘 똑같은 하늘에 늘 같은 하루

neul ttokgateun haneure neul gateun haru

그대가 없는 것 말고는 달라진 게 없는데

geudaega eomneun geot malgoneun dallajin ge eomneunde

난 웃고만 싶은데 다 잊은 듯이

nan utgoman sipeunde da ijeun deusi

아무일 아는 듯 그렇게

amuil aneun deut geureoke

웃으면 살고픈데

useumyeon salgopeunde

그리워 그리워서 그대가 그리워서

geuriwo geuriwoseo geudaega geuriwoseo

매일 난 혼자서만 그대를 부르고 불러봐요

maeil nan honjaseoman geudaereul bureugo bulleobwayo

보고파 보고파서 그대가 보고파서

bogopa bogopaseo geudaega bogopaseo

이제 난 습관처럼 그대 이름만 부르네요

ije nan seupgwancheoreom geudae ireumman bureuneyo

오늘도

oneuldo

난 보낸줄 알았죠 다 남김없이

nan bonaenjul aratjyo da namgimeobsi

아니죠 아니죠 난 아직 그대를 못 보냈죠

anijyo anijyo nan ajik geudaereul mot bonaetjyo

그리워 그리워서 그대가 그리워서

geuriwo geuriwoseo geudaega geuriwoseo

매일 난 혼자서만 그대를 부르고 불러봐요

maeil nan honjaseoman geudaereul bureugo bulleobwayo

보고파 보고파서 그대가 보고파서

bogopa bogopaseo geudaega bogopaseo

이제 난 습관처럼 그대 이름만 부르네요

ije nan seupgwancheoreom geudae ireumman bureuneyo

오늘도

oneuldo

하루하루가 죽을 것만 같은 어떻게 해야 해요

haruharuga jugeul geotman gateun eotteoke haeya haeyo

사랑해 사랑해요 그대를 사랑해요

saranghae saranghaeyo geudaereul saranghaeyo

말조차 못하고서 그대를 그렇게 보냈네요

maljocha motagoseo geudaereul geureoke bonaenneyo

미안해 미안해요 내말이 들리나요

mianhae mianhaeyo naemari deullinayo

뒤늣은 내 고백을 그댄 들을 수 있을까요

dwineuseun nae gobaegeul geudaen deureul su isseulkkayo

사랑해요

saranghaeyo

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TRANSLATION

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Always under exactly the same sky, always exactly the same day

Other than your not being here, there’s nothing different at all

I just want to smile, want to forget everything

Just like absolutely nothing has happened, smiling to live my days

Miss you, miss you so much, because I miss you so much

Everyday all by myself, calling and calling you

Want to see you, want to see you, because I want to see you so much

Now it’s like I have this habit, keep calling out your name

It’s the same today

I thought I’d let go, not leaving anything behind

No, no, now I still can’t let you go

Miss you, miss you so much, because I miss you so much

Everyday all by myself, calling and calling you

Want to see you, want to see you, because I want to see you so much

Now it’s like I have this habit, keep calling out your name

It’s the same today

Everyday, everyday, it feels like I’m gonna die, what should I do?

Love you, love you, I love you

I hadn’t even spoken the words, I just let you go

Sorry, sorry, do you hear my words

My late confession, can you hear it

I love you

So funny. XD

As usual, after we bought our food, we were trying to look for a good place to sit, one from where I can see him. :P So yeah, we did manage to find one. Then we started eating. I couldn't concentrate though, as usual, and I think you're smart enough to know why. XD Well this time, I did something really silly. Guess what? I ate with my chopsticks upside-down! Haha so dumb. :3 And I didn't even realize till when I've almost finished eating. XP When I realized, I started laughing and my friends kept staring at me, so I told them: "Look at my chopsticks." Then they started laughing too. Damn funny. XD How come I didn't realize? 0.0 Hmm... Only he has this effect on me hehe. ;P Oh and there's another thing, when I so happen to be staring at him, he looks in my direction all of a sudden. @@ It happens ALWAYS. :3 I just hope that I'm thinking too much. ><" If he's really looking in my direction... I'm dead ._.
Today's my bestie's birthday. :D Bought a big Manila card and asked our friends to write their wishes in small pieces of paper and pasted them onto the big manila card. She was really touched. ;) Aww I'm so happy that I made my bestie happy. ;D ❤ with the help of other friends too of course, as people say, unity is strength. If my friends didn't cooperate, it's no use even if I came up with the idea of pasting wishes on a manila card. X)
Woah. Sometimes I can talk a lot. :3 I'm sorry if you think I talk too much. XD anyway, I'm like this. Hehe. Hmm I guess that's all for today. Bye!! :)

Hi again :P

I'm here today to share something really funny. XD Our Chinese teacher told us a story that happened when she was a kid. If I'm not mistaken, it's when she was 5 or 6 years old. Her grandma was going to have an afternoon nap and her parents were not at home. Before her grandma went to sleep, she asked her not to put peanuts into her nostrils. My teacher told us she didn't even think of doing that. As people say, curiousity kills the cat. Guess what my teacher did? She got a peanut and put it into her nostril. Then the peanut got stuck in her nostril and no matter how hard she tried she couldn't get it out. XDD I couldn't remember how did she manage to take the peanut out in the end though, I couldn't remember ._. She told us this story about a week ago. :3 I couldn't imagine my teacher being so naughty when she was little. XD Before I go, here are a few pics :)

HILARIOUS. XDD

I'm here again. To share stuff. :P
   He went swimming with my friend. Not only my friend, there was a party of them. You know guys take off their shirts when they go swimming right? That's what he did. My friend was planning to capture a pic of him and send it to me via MMS but he was like: "NOOOO!! What are you doing?! Don't take my picture, I'm naked!!" I couldn't stop laughing when my friend told me, hahaha. :P It's a pity, though, that in the end, my friend didn't take any pics of him. :|
   Oh and... My friend go asked him an embarassing question. @_@  "Don't you think she (referring to me) is cute?" Him: "Um J's sis? The one wearing glasses?" My friend: "Yeah." Him: "Oh, okay ah~" Haha I was so happy when my friend told me that. XP He said I'm OKAY! :D But to be honest my school look is REALLYYYYY NERDY ._. I don't like it /.\ How is he ever gonna know how the real me looks like? The real me with normal, casual clothes and without glasses? :3 SIGHHHH... ><"
   Gotta go. I've got HOMEWORK. D:

Yayyyyyy!!! :DDD

I found out... That he has never forgotten me since last year!!!!! :DDD OH MY GOSHHHHHH this is like the best news everrrrrrr. XDD I couldn't actually believe my ears when my buddy told me that he remembers me. I was like "SERIOUSLY??!! Is this for REALLLL?! :O" I was totally overjoyed. :P
So does that mean he noticed me appearing in front of him wherever he goes? @_@ OHHHH. HELLLLL NOOOOOO!!!! ><" OMG... Did he??? :3
Btw, there isn't much difference even if he remembers me cuz I'm just too scared to talk to him. I always look in another direction whenever he walks by me. My actions are quite obvious sometimes. Well, to my close friends that know my secrets, that is. :P
Seriously, I don't know why am I such a coward when it comes to this kind of stuff. I blush open hearing his name. :3 what else when I see him? Of course I act normal until he has gone, then I'll start giggling and blushing like a total girly-girl. I know it's silly but I just couldn't help it /.\
Hey do you know what's the best part of school? Answer: I can see him everyday. XD Nobody's ever made me feel the way like he does. ;)
Gotta go. Thanks for reading my nonsense. :P bye. :)

Exactly. :3

Gonna post a few pics that totally apply to my current situation. :)

My Story...? :)

It was May 2011 if I'm not mistaken. He was standing there, talking to my bro. I couldn't be bothered at that time cuz I didn't know him yet. Then my dad came to fetch my bro and I... He was still talking to my bro at that time and seemed like he didn't want him to go. He followed my bro till we almost reached our dad's car... And he suddenly saw me (I guess). Then he asked my bro if we're related. My bro said yes... Then he said hi to me. I was taken aback at that time cuz I thought he wouldn't take any notice of me. Shyly, I replied "hi" without even looking up cuz I could feel my face burning already and I didn't want him to see that. Strange, right? I didn't even know him before that, so what caused my blushing??!!
   When we were in the car, my bro started telling me bout his story (you guys know who right? I'm not gonna mention the boy's name). I listened... And felt that he's such an awesome person. So I started to get interested... Then I searched for his fb profile and added him. Then... I don't think you guys wanna know cuz the story's kinda long.
   Since we are in the same school, I see him everyday. Well, pretty much. His class is quite near to mine. What makes me feels sad is that... He couldn't remember me anymore. I'd be happy if we could just be friends. *Sigh*... I have his number though. But all I do is stare at it everyday cuz I don't know what to do with it. Text him? He'd be like "Who are you?"
   Hmm... I guess that's all for today. My mum wants me to take the clothes in. Bye. :)

Welcome! ;)

It is 2:41 pm, 11th April 2012 and I'm sitting here, typing away. :) Decided to create this blog just so that I could share my thoughts and all the stuff happening round here. About the person that I've been loving since last year... Lyrics that I wrote... About my favourite songs... Etc. Sometimes I just have so many things to say but I'm afraid that the people around me will get irritated or annoyed if I keep talking to them about my stuff so... I'll be sharing lots of stuff here. Stay tuned. x)